I went to John Hopkins University to participate in a Study for Schizophrenics as that was the only possible way to get a PET scan done on me. They did both a PET scan and a Spinal Tap looking for proteins in the brain that are found in the brain of Schizophrenics but refused to share the results of the study with me as they classified it as it was intended for the study not to be shared with the participant.
I begged every doctor/psychiatrist I met to do a PET scan on me, an FMRI on me to look at my brain in depth thru imaging. Would it be odd for anyone to wonder that if PET scans in the study of a Brain of a Schizophrenic, looking for a certain biomarker aka a certain protein is the only way forward in detecting Schizophrenia, why was I continually denied that testing??
Even the Chief of Psychiatry of the University of MN, Dr. Sophia Vinogradov who right away said I do not suffer from Schizophrenia allowed the county workers to institutionalize me for 2 weeks in 2019 till the Judge shut it down because not a single episode was observed again within the 2 week inpatient stay.
I ask why is it that the Chief of Psychiatry would consistently deny testing on me even when she is convinced and puts her words in writing that I do not suffer from Schizophrenia?? She is so convinced that today in 2022 she states in writing that she acknowledges that I do not suffer from any DSM V related Psychiatry diagnoses and that the working diagnoses as far as she is concerned is Atypical Tourettes. Why then has she continually denied me the PET testing and FMRI testing that would have empirically ruled out Schizophrenia especially when it is the only most conclusive testing available?? Why did she allow for me to be committed for 2 weeks in 2019 till the Judge shot it down?? Even someone as high up as she goes is not able to provide the insurance with enough of a case to warrant additional testing on me. Even someone like her is not able to convince the legal department of the University of Minnesota that she should testify on my behalf in court to let the judge know that as far as she goes I am not a threat to anyone.
The contextual elements that the judicial system tries to take advantage of is mind boggling. The court systems will say that a written letter from any Psychiatrist informing the court that I am not a threat to myself and others is insufficient till the doctor testifies in person almost knowing that the doctor has to go thru the hospitals legal department to do so and more than likely will not take the stand. The doctor will state that her part is complete since she has put her opinion down in writing and if the judicial systems require more that there is no more she can do. The county workers will state that if the court requires more that there is no more at their end that can be done. However the county worker is the first worker in any part of the judicial tree that is required as a mandated interface between any part of the judicial system and the medical system or the family - let be to commit you or let be to take away your children away from you until deemed otherwise or let be to declare you a misfit part of a normal society as per the norms that they deem are normal.
Is this not the Gang Stalking Program in Play trying to fill my life with Intimidation where they think they can pick up the DSM V book again and attach any label, if I continue with this website and my facebook pages?? If I continue that means I have a fixed delusion that someone implanted me with a chip even though there is no medical explanation for what I experience. However even though there is no medical explanation for what I live, day in and day out as stated by many doctors, they can still very conclusively attach labels just by looking up a textbook that has no empirical data to back it -as only testing can provide that evidentiary data - Why then can I not perceive this approach as - "intimidate me into co-operation". Is that how the system works???